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Monday, April 21, 2014

When You Need Wisdom




I am still writing and taking part in "A YEAR OF ALWAYS GIVING THANKS: THE JOURNAL OF MY JOURNEY, PART 1." That will not change for the next year and more.

However, I am now working on this for a personal Bible study, but will also turn it into a Bible study I will share in time on this blog.

With everything that's happened, I think I am setting the Romans study to the side for now. I am not in the place to write it right now. I'm far too emotional and would butcher writing the study or in personally taking place in the study. Therefore, I will wait. I need to deal with what is right now--and that is dealing with life challenges and when god has said no or wait.

Let's face it. I am desperate for wisdom. But, I'm not desperate for just any wisdom. I want wisdom that will carry me through every day for the rest of my life. Philippians 4:4-13 is precisely the passage I so desperately need right now--and every day.

Out of Order




I apologize. Every now and then these blog posts will be out of order on this blog.

(The good news is they will be in order on wattpad and in the published version of this blog book.)

Day 13 Grieving and Cumulative Nos from God



Day 13 Grieving and Cumulative Nos from God


Journal April 20, 2014, Easter Sunday, 107 p.m.

I have taken four days to try to process the latest of seven major life-changing nos God has said in my life (maybe caused and/or maybe allowed) in my life over the last year or so. Each no has been highly painful. They have had a cumulative effect.
I'm not sure if they're permanent nos or no for now, as far as three of them. But, I know four are, in fact, permanent nos.

The truth of the matter is I am four days into my latest round of grief and I am still not sure what to think, how to feel, what to do, etc. I am rather lost and am confused. I'm still grieving. 

Day 14, Part 1 Verses to Cling to When in a Time God Says No or Wait






Day 14 Verses to Cling to When in a Time God Says No or Wait


Psalm 46:1-3 / Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
For the choir director. A song of the sons of Korah. According to Alamoth.
1 God is our refuge and strength,
a helper who is always found
in times of trouble.
2 Therefore we will not be afraid,
though the earth trembles
and the mountains topple
into the depths of the seas,
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with its turmoil. Selah
-- HCSB: Scripture quotations marked HCSB are taken from the Holman Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2002, 2003, 2009 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Holman Christian Standard Bible®, Holman CSB®, and HCSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers.


Mark 10:27 / Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
27 Looking at them, Jesus said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God, because all things are possible with God.”  
-- HCSB: Scripture quotations marked HCSB are taken from the Holman Christian Standard Bible®, Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2002, 2003, 2009 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Holman Christian Standard Bible®, Holman CSB®, and HCSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers.  


Philippians 4:4-13 / Expanded Bible (EXB)
4 ·Be full of joy [Rejoice] in the Lord always. I will say again, ·be full of joy [rejoice].
5 Let everyone see that you are ·gentle [kind; considerate; patient]. The Lord is ·coming soon [orclose at hand; L near]. 6 Do not ·worry [be anxious] about anything, but pray and ·ask God for everything you need [or make your requests known to God], always giving thanks. 7 And God’s peace, which ·is so great we cannot understand it [transcends/surpasses all comprehension], will ·keep [guard] your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.
8 [L Finally; In conclusion; or Now then] Brothers and sisters, ·think about [focus your thoughts on; fill your minds with] things that are true and honorable and ·right [just] and pure and ·beautiful[lovely] and ·respected [commendable]. If there is anything that is ·good [morally excellent] and worthy of praise, ·think about [focus your thoughts on; fill your minds with] these things. 9 Do what you learned and received and heard ·from [L in] me, and what you saw ·me do [L in me]. And the God ·who gives [L of] peace will be with you.
10 I ·am very happy [L rejoiced greatly] in the Lord that you have ·shown [renewed; revived] your ·care [concern] for me again. You continued to ·care [be concerned] about me, but ·there was no way for you [you had no opportunity] to show it. 11 I am not telling you this because I need anything. [L For] I have learned to be ·satisfied [content] ·whatever the circumstances [or with whatever I have]. 12 I know how to live when I am ·poor [in humble circumstances], and I know how to live when I have plenty. I have learned the ·secret of being happy [L secret] ·at any time in everything that happens [or in any and all circumstances], when I have enough to eat and when I go hungry, when I have ·more than I need [plenty; an abundance] and when I do not have enough. 13 I can do all things through ·Christ, because he [L the one who] gives me strength.  
-- EXB: Scripture taken from The Expanded Bible. Copyright © 2011 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved.


Psalm 105:1-6 / GOD’S WORD Translation (GW)
1 Give thanks to the Lord.
   Call on him.
   Make known among the nations what he has done.
2 Sing to him.
   Make music to praise him.
   Meditate on all the miracles he has performed.
3 Brag about his holy name.
   Let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice.
4 Search for the Lord and his strength.
   Always seek his presence.
5 Remember the miracles he performed,
   the amazing things he did, and the judgments he pronounced,
6 you descendants of his servant Abraham,
       you descendants of Jacob, his chosen ones.  


-- GW: Scripture is taken from GOD’S WORD®, © 1995 God’s Word to the Nations. Used by permission of Baker Publishing Group.

Please Bear with Me




Please bear with me.

While I'm dealing with some " personal stuff" on my end, I may not be able to comment or respond to your emails or comments in a timely manner. I'm trying to devote myself to bible study and prayer. I will respond hopefully tomorrow or Wednesday. I also will not post as many "AYOAGT" themed posts, but will most likely share some of the things God leads me to during my prayer time and time in the Word.

(Image credit: Microsoft images online 2008-2014.)

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Day 10, Part 1 God Said No... Or is It Wait?




April 17, 2014, Thursday, 728 a.m.

God Said No... Or is It Wait? 

God said no to B and I last night. It was a big no. Hence, it was quite the blow. It hurt and feels like a punch to the gut.
Of course, that left me reeling, wondering what now, worrying about the future, feeling clueless because it does not make sense whatsoever, etc. It made me and makes me question:
1 Why us? (And not someone else. It shows God has a perfect plan in this for allowing it.)
2 Why now? (And not another time. He wants this now for a reason.)
3 What's the lesson to learn here?
4 How can I/we bring Him glory throughout this?
5 What does this mean?
6 How does this fit into His plan?
7 What is His plan? (May never know. This is where faith comes in. But He has a plan from this for me to accomplish today because of this. Then tomorrow, this week, next week, etc.)
8 How can we/I cooperate with Him? (And not buck, grumble, question, etc.)
9 How does He want to use us/me?
Maybe this was a no because it was a not right now answer. Maybe it was a wait answer.
Maybe He wants us to wait in the waiting room for a bit. The time just isn't now.
That being the case, the possibility thereof, these questions seem to come to play in a powerful way right now.
In less than a year, we will know if it was a no, no--or a no for now, but there are other plans in the works answer. But, until then, we are going to wait and see if it's, I've got another plan or the timing just wasn't right in April 2014.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Day 9, Part 3 A Year of Always Giving Thanks (AYOAGT)



Day 9, Part 3 A Year of Always Giving Thanks (AYOAGT)


April 16, 2014, Wednesday, 127 p.m.

Source of Inspiration for this Writing: "ONE THOUSAND GIFTS: A DARE TO LIVE FULLY RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE" BY ANN VOSKAMP, CHAPTER 1

SIN AND TEMPTATION

Wasn't one of the causes of what happened in the Garden of Eden and Genesis 3 the lack of gratitude?
Isn't this the catalyst which caused Adam and Eve to sin and the fall?
Isn't this what causes me to be tempted and then sometimes to sin?
Ann Voskamp brought up this up in chapter one and I would have to agree. The lack of a thanksgiving and gratitude for what God provided and what He did for them, and for me, causes all of us to sin and do wrong.
Sin is anything we do that is not part of the will of God. It's going against God, what He wants, and has planned. It's it following Him or His Word, the Bible. A synonym is wrongdoing.
Temptation is what comes to mind, which goes against God, which we then decide to either ignore or decide to follow through with (act on). Sin is when we put the temptation to action.
I want think if I were to lookout for blessings each day and night, and count them all day and night long, then I would be far less likely to be tempted to sin, let alone actually sin. If I were to look for and count my blessings all the time, then I will live differently. I will have, and will live, a fuller life.
How and why?
Counting my blessings means looking at different things, in a different way, and this new perspective and point-of-view means living a different life. It means staying in in tune with God and on track.
Moreover, if I am not living a life, a day, a week, a month (etc.) of thanksgiving, then I am ignoring God and what He's doing in my life, through my life, and around my life. I am intentionally choosing to ignore God if I'm not always looking out to God and seeing what He's doing, so then I won’t count my blessings and show Him gratitude. This isn't good. It sets me up to get off track and fail. If I do not thank God, I will. It's just a matter of time. I will be tempted and I will then be likely to sin.
Part of the reason why I feel empty at times is because I fail to look and see where, when, and how God is working. Then, I fail to see my blessings, so counting them seems futile. Oh, how this isn't true. If I were to actually give thanks, and count my blessings, even when I don't feel like it, then my perspective would change and I would feel a lot better. I would feel less empty.
And, if I kept a list of my counted blessings with me everywhere I go, then if I ever deal with a challenge, or need a pick-me-up, I can look at the list and then I would feel a lot better. I would then turn to God not away from Him.

ETERNITY VS. THIS WORLD

There is something we need to realize. When we die, we will have just as much contact with God as we do now. God is always with us now, after all. Always. We just don't acknowledge that or we have obstacles in our life which prevents us from fully realizing and experiencing Him and His presence.
Eternity illuminates the hindrances in our lives, which keep us from fully perceiving and experiencing the presence of God. However, eternity does not mean God will be more present than He is now. Giving thanks, and counting our blessings means we perceive and experience more while we are living in this world and now.
In other words, giving thanks makes us draw nearer to God. We live eternity now. In fact, the more thanks we give, the more we can experience the fullness of eternity now. For, we remove more of the obstacles keeping us from God, the more we give thanks.
When we fail to give thanks, we fail to see, know, and experience God. We fail to live for eternity now. We, then, fail to live in His will.
Re-read this section several times and let the words sink in more with each reading. Read slowly. Absorb it.

GIVE CONSTANT THANKS

There is a reason why 1 Thessalonians 5:18 tells us to always give thanks in and for all things. It's because if we don't, we draw further from God. We perceive and experience Him less. As a matter of fact, the first time we forget to always give thanks, we draw further from God, rather than nearer to Him.
Want to draw nearer to God? Offer more thanks. Count more Blessings.
Want answers? Give more thanks.
Want to hear God? Show more gratitude.
Want a higher quality of life? Count more blessings.
Want a better marriage? Give thanks to God and to your spouse.
Want to experience and offer more love, peace, joy, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, and/or self-help (Galatians 5:22-23????)? Count more of your blessings and give more thanks to God.

NOT A ONE-TIME THING


We are to ALWAYS give thanks in and for all things. Without exception. Always, as per 1 Thessalonians 5:18.



Day 8, Part 3 The Denial of God’s Blessings and A Fuller Life (Eternity)




Day 8, Part 3 The Denial of God’s Blessings and A Fuller Life (Eternity) 


April 15, 2014, Tuesday, 1021 a.m.

THE DENIAL OF GOD'S BLESSINGS
Why do we refuse to take what God has to give?
Why do I?
Even in the middle of the storms of life (life challenges), God showers us with blessings. After all, He is God. He is always working and He is always making sure He will be glorified. He is always with us and is always working His will in our lives. God never stops being god. He never stops bringing about His will. Needless to say, even in the middle of the storms, He is working. He is showering blessings on us, if only we would realize the torrential rain is His blessing, not the negative. 
So, why do we refuse to look for His blessing? And, why do we refuse to take the blessings He has for us? 
Instead, we would rather focus either on self, the circumstances, the negatives, or on someone else.  Why?
God has abundant blessings for us each and every day, all day long, if only we would open the eyes of our minds, hearts, and the ones on our faces. We just need to look and be open. 
PRAYER: Lord, teach me to be open, on alert, and ready to count my blessings--those all around at all times.

1035 a.m.

I WANT A FULLER LIFE: ETERNITY

I don't know about you, but I want a fuller life. In fact, I want the fullest life imaginable. I always have the feeling there is something more and I am missing something.
I know God has written eternity on my heart (Ecclesiastes 3:11). He put it there so I know I am missing something--and I will then seek it. 
Eternity is something I will live in the future, sure. But, it's also something I live for today. Eternity is now, not just when I die. After all, the moment I accepted Jesus, and started to believe in Him and follow him, eternity began in my life. I have everlasting life. Now. Today and tomorrow.
Now, try this on for size. 
God is timeless. 
After all, God is infinite and is beyond time.
And, so are His blessings. 
If I were to observe my life, and how God is working in me, through me, and around me, every way He does those things is a blessing given by God. His blessing is eternal and infinite. Hence, with each blessing I count, I am living a fuller and eternal life today. 

The opposite is true as well. If I am not counting my blessings, then I am living less of a life focused on eternity today. I am then being short-sighted. Missing my blessings is a case of shortsightedness and is a case of me-focus vs. blessings focused. 

Thursday, April 10, 2014

This Really is A Christian Blog and Journey




This Really is A Christian Blog and Journey

Let’s face it. This blog will be mainly a Christian, Bible study, devotional type blog—where I journal about all of the above. Every now and then, I’ll include mainstream stuff so others can look at this year and receive an answer to their question of: “So what?” or “How does this apply to me, a non-Christian?”

I was trying to keep it both, but am finding it too difficult. Moreover, I want this also to be about Bible study, prayer, and have the focus on God and the Bible. 

wattpad Version of This Journal Jourey of AYOAGT





If you're looking for an easier way to read this blog, and as a book, you can always check it out for free at:

http://www.wattpad.com/45157030-a-year-of-always-giving-thanks-the-journal-of-my

This is an unedited, incomplete version of this book, but it is easier to read than on the blog. Check it out periodically as I will download some more of the book here each week and sometimes several times a week. Also, there will be more information ehre than on the blog. And, when I go to actually publish this book, there will be even more information and it will be a polished, edited version as well. 

AYOAGT Day 4, Part 1



AYOAGT Day 4, Part 1


MAINSTREAM AND CHRISTIAN JOURNALING SECTION:

I am thankful for (blessings counted):
101 I spoke with a couple loved ones yesterday (family members and friends)
102 Hubby's back to "normal" hours again
103 A new day. A clean slate. An opportunity
104 Weather seems better this morning than it was last night here
105 Critters are doing well
106 A day of giving thanks
107 AHA moments yesterday  and the previous night
108 That it's Spring

THE OPPORTUNITY OF A NEW DAY
I mentioned earlier how I am grateful for the blessing of a new day. After all, it's a clean slate I get to do whatever I choose to do with it and I get to control what I choose to do with the day, in spite of the scenarios that happen. In the midst of chaos or challenges, I can still find a sanctuary and give thanks. 
Each day is a new opportunity to count my blessings and give thanks. I just have to watch and search for them. 

NOTE
I will not include all of my counting of blessings, and saying all that I am thankful for on this blog and will include more in the final printed version. Therefore, if the numbering you see on the blog doesn't quite add up, that's why. 

ANOTHER NOTE
I will sometimes repeat what I am thankful for; after all, if it's something that strikes me at the moment as something to count, you bet I will again. We can never be too thankful for anything. Even if I repeat it every day for the rest of my life, it's okay. It means I'm very grateful. However, I will also try to add original blessings as well each day.  

CHRISTIAN JOURNALING SECTION:

THE OPPORTUNITY OF A NEW DAY
Today is the Lord's day. It is not mine. God has allowed me to continue living this earthly life for a reason. I have a choice. I can live in His purpose--or just mine. Again, even in the midst of chaos and situations I cannot control, I can still choose, even in the middle of them, to give thanks and count my blessings. 

*** Updated last 4/10/2014 1221 p.m.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

AYOAGT Day 3, Part 3


AYOAGT Day 3, Part 3
April 09, 2014, Wednesday, 4:26 p.m.

I am thankful for:
72 CHRISTIAN JOURNALING: I decided to turn this afternoon into a time of praise and worship. For a couple of hours, I had a short quiet time or Bible reading, reflection, journaling, etc.--feeling, needing more. But, I had to stop and share this with you and why it's a thanks. So, one of my favorite songs, for years now, came on the radio: "REVELATION SONG." So, sitting my desk, in front of an open window. Open curtains. Closed window. I sat in my study, with beagle sleeping on one of his two dog beds in my study and two turtles doing the swimming thing. I closed my eyes and sang the song at the top of my lungs. You know what I mean. Ladies in particular. 
Sometimes the louder you sing, the better you feel. You work through the emotion. You get it out and you find God in the process. At any rate, when I was done, I felt six sets of eyes on me. No joke. I opened my eyes and saw cat to my left, sitting on the ladder I use to reach the top shelves of my book cases, underneath the open window. Both turtles had their heads sticking up out of water, necks stretched, looking at me and looking up. None made the 'you-are-so-weird" look. Instead, it was as though they joined me in worship. How incredible of a moment. I am thankful for that. God was present. Id on't think ? I will ever forget it. I think angels joined in the chorus of praise and worship. What a moment. (Thank God. To you be all glory, honor and praise.)

CHRISTIAN AND MAINSTREAM JOURNALING: 
That moment only reminded me of something I wanted to share earlier in the day... I just hadn't. 
Do you know what makes always giving thanks so powerful? If you keep giving thanks, even in the yuck and mess of life, even during the life-changing-on-a-dime moments, even when you don't want to and certainly don't feel like it, something unexplainable happens. You will start to feel--joy. 
And, joy is something deeper than happiness. Happiness is fleeting. Happiness ebbs and flows with emotions, weather, choice, wants, needs, etc. Joy doesn't depend on anything or anyone. Joy is long-lasting and is deeper and far more meaningful. For Christians, joy comes from God. For the mainstream, joy comes from a deeper life. 
Always giving thanksgiving + no matter what + at all times = joy.

I am thankful for:
73 Joy.
74 Chinese food leftovers, which I'm about to get. 
75 Making time for stillness.
76 Making time for quiet.
77 Enjoying the moment. 

536 p.m. 
Warmed up my leftovers, ate them, emailed with hubby as he did the work thing, and now I am back here. As I warmed up my food a thought came to mind:
How much have I missed because I haven't paid attention to the small stuff? 
How many blessings? I've been so busy, so sidetracked. Excuses. (Pathetic really.) So, how many have I missed? 
Huh. Talk about an eye-opener. 

I am thank for:
78 Microwaves
79 Coffee pots
80 AHA Moments!!!

Duh! I never got back to my AHA Moment from last night. With what happened in Pittsburgh, I forgot. (See part 1 from today if you forget what I'm talking about: http://ayoagt.blogspot.com/2014/04/ayoagt-day-3.html.)
AHA Moment #1 was realizing I am hurting--and I didn't realize it. The hurt stems form a succession of life-changing-on-a-dime moments (no joke) over the past year, but particularly since one month before Thanksgiving 2013 was the second latest round. The latest round of painful, life-changing-on-a-dime moment is stemmed to the ones from the last year. There have been five painful events that have changed my husband's and my lives forever. We hope to make it in the best way possible change, though. But, then, came round six. That was last week (Or was it the week before? I'm not sure.). I think I've been trying to go on, pretending that life was normal, that I was tough, that I had faith, that I was strong, that I could handle this. As of last night, I realized I wasn't handling it. I was denying it. I was ignoring it. I refused to deal with it. 
Now, I have to ask myself this: Have I said thank you about those six things? Have I counted each as a blessing? 
As a matter of fact, I think I have. 
If I have, did I really mean it? Really, really? If I did, the pain wouldn't still be so raw. Saying thanks, in all things and for all things (1 Thessalonians 5:18) doesn't have any exclusions. So, these six things... If I was really thankful for each of them, I would not feel this pain. 
Now, what can I do to really mean the thanks? 
I'll be honest. At this point, I have no idea whatsoever how to really mean the thanks for the hurts. 
I think that's what I need to pursue. 

Give thanks in ALL things.





I don't care if you're religious or not. Those words speak. They mean something. And, they are life-changing.

When was the last time you stopped and took note of all of the blessings in your life? According to these words, we are supposed to give thanks in ALL things. Are we living in this manner? Are you?

I know I sure do not live in this manner.

Give thanks in ALL things.

This is a good reminder. I will spend some time today and tomorrow, perhaps longer, to try to figure out to do that. Also, I want to try to add this to my daily life again.

How about you?

Giving thanks should be a daily, all day long, practice we implement in our lives. How much different would our lives be if we lived by this motto and way of life?

Give thanks in ALL things.

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Check out this blog if you need help in figuring out how to give thanks and what it means to do so:

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THE BEAUTY OF A FOREST FIRE ANALOGY FOR THOSE IN PAIN: THOUGHT TO PONDER AND BE THANKFUL FOR




AYOAGT Day 3, Part 3 

THE BEAUTY OF A FOREST FIRE ANALOGY FOR THOSE IN PAIN:
THOUGHT TO PONDER AND BE THANKFUL FOR
A forest fire is destructive. It rages and ravages. It claims life. It destroys. It scars.

But, do you want to know the secret beauty of a forest fire? Most of the trees seeds require fire to burst their seed so they can grow. A fire brings forth life. And, the trees and vegetation come back fuller, stronger, more beautiful.

That's the beauty of a forest fire. True beauty. Scorching fire and burning, combined with the loss of life, brings new, stronger more beautiful life. 

That's the way it is supposed to be with the life-changing-on-a-dime moments of our lives. They are the fire. We can then have stronger, fuller, more beautiful lives that burst forth because of the burn. If we choose it.